The Lower Lights

 Companion's Log Stardate: Nov 2-15, 2020 Not much happened last week so I decided to do another 2 weeker.  So we met Teeha, a referral from a member, and it was pretty cool. Haven't been able to meet with her again since but she seems pretty promising.  We had exchanges, I went with Sister Wilson to inkom, it is real pretty out there. It was cool. Then we got to help our with the same service project I help organize last year, Rake a Difference. It's kinda weird, not as weird as I thought it would be. But of course weird to look back to a year ago when I was a little greenie doing the same thing. We also did bell ringing for salvation army and it was so dang cold! But it was cool bc someone was nice and bought the elder's some hot chocolate, and they were nice and brought us some of it. It's so nice when people are nice! This week we had Barbara's baptism. Sister Cottrell taught her in her last area but they gave the baptism to our ward here pretty last minute....

Companion's Log Stardate: Oct 19-Nov 1, 2020 Okay so sorry I didn't get to writing my email last week things have been crazy and it's all a blur and it's hard to remember and explain. But basically what happened is I decided to start overthinking my problems to try to actually help myself instead of waiting to be helped, even though I had asked for help, and needed that help, and didn't really have the time or means necessary to help myself, but I tried anyway and I liked it. I realized how I'm usually not very aware of my emotions and thought processes at all, so I decided to try to pay attention and figure out what is causing those emotions. I was able to learn a lot about myself and the root of some problems and stuff, it was also just more confusing at times. And I was right it took a lot of time and attention. But by the end, with some help from friends I was able to reach some break throughs and finally actually say that I love myself and start letting go ...